Wednesday, December 31, 2008



mereka teman baik aku..
mereka baik..
mereka syg sme aku..
mereka malu2...
mereka oh mereka..
aku syg mereka..
mereka mmg mereka...

Monday, December 29, 2008

Happy New Year 2009

Jz wanna wish happy new year..
to all my frens..

Friday, December 26, 2008


place:darul ehsan restaurant
with:amin n faez(kalo knal la)

ada ape ngan bebas??
knape sume orang nk bebas??
bebas dari masalah...
bebas dari kongkongan..
bebas untuk sgala2 nya..
aku nk bebas..
bebas dari hinaan..
bebas dari kutukan..
bebas dari aper2 jerk la..
xder idea sbnarnye..
tpi yg pasti..
aku nk bebas..
bebas itu best..
sbb xder orang nk kong2..
walaupun skali skale nk orang kong2 gak..
tapi dgan kpale aku yg degil ni..
mmg dorang xdpt kong2 la..
pdan mke dorank..

Thursday, December 25, 2008

non of idea

place:darul ehsan sek 13,shah alam..

Life isn't about finding yourself..
Life is about creating yourself...

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

its time

being myself is better then pretend being someone else...


bila ku masih diberi kesempatan.....
izinkn aku untuk mencintainya...
namun bila waktuku telah habis dgannya..
biarlah cinta ini hidup skali ini saja....

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

mid valley

place:atas lantai rumah

akhir nyer..
aku berjaya jgak keluar ngan die..
walaupun kne mintak izin dari bpak nyer...
gua xgentar la beb(sbnarnye takot jgak)
camner ekk nk cte psal kterang kluar...
camni la..
dlam kul 8.++am...
dier msg aku ckp "mownink"..
then aku pun reply "mownink,awal bangun arini"
kemudian dier berkata "hehe,nk tdo balik"
aku pon aper lagi..
kasi la dier tdo..
tdo punyer tdo sdar2 da kul 10.++am..
kemudian die msg aku blek..
die g tau yang dier da bngun...
so aku pon aper lagi..
xlpskn pluang la ajak dier kluar..
mule2 dier xnk..
cz xder duet...
tpi aku ckp "xpe,kali ni sy bnje..len kali awk plak bnje.."
aku jaat....
sbnarnye rndu kat dier..
tu yang aku pakse gak..
pastu die ckp g mntk izin kat ayh..
soaku pon aper lagi..
mntk la izin..
n ayah nyer ckp "jgan balik lambat"
mcam tau2 jerk ayah dier aku ske blek lewat..
dlam kul 11 die dtg uma aku..
aku mse tu da la baru pas mandi n kemas uma..
so kelangkabut gak la..
dlam kul 12 ktrang grak ke mid valley...
sampai2 jerk..
aku trus tuju ker wayang..
smata2 nk tgok bini aku blakon (lynn kami)
cite histeria..
tapi xdpt..
cz orang ramai..
so aku pon tkar la cte..
di pendekkn cte..
aku happy dpat kuar ngan dier..
feel tu rase smacam jerk..
aper aku mepek ni..
okay2 sambunk cte...
mse kterang nk blek kn..
kterang tertdo..
disebabkn terlalu pnat n xckup tdo..
da la..
sampai sni jerk..
len kali aku cte lagi k..

Monday, December 22, 2008


place:home sweet home

pagi ni pagi yang indah..
mereka berada di ruma aku..
aku xtdo lagi kerana aku takut terlebih tdo..
sbb ari ni mungkin aku akan kluar bersama dia...
walaupun dier xder duet..
tapi aku xkisah..
aku kumpul duet untuk kluar bersama die..
walaupun aku nantok..
tapi aku pasti..
biler aku kuar ngan die..
kompom 100%
aku xkn nantok..
xder motif sbnarnyer aku nk tulis blog ni..
aku buhsan di pagi yang indah ini..
da la..
aku xder idea..

Friday, December 19, 2008



hari ni hari yang sangat tenang bagi aku..
hari ni mse aku bangun pagi aku tetibe terinsaf plak kan..
ngan aper yang aku da wat dlu..
aku da xnk ulangi lagi..
aku pelik..
knapa aku nk berubah..
mayb aku da pkir masak2..
sampai biler aku nk jadi mcam ni??
aku cme nk idup aku tenang skang..
aku xnk idup aku kacau bilau..
aku nk tenang..
tenang tu besh..
tenang itu ceria..
tenang itu sedih..
tenang itu baek..
tenang itu simple...
aku cinta tenang..
aku cme nk idop aku tenang..

Thursday, December 18, 2008

besh pix of us..

aku xkn lupe gambar2 ni sume...
kenangan ni....


ari ni da 3 hari dier g bandung..
aku buhsan sangat cz xdpat men msg ngan dier..
sbb dier g bandung..
aku pon x msg la..
sbb aku xske men msg ngan orang laen slaen dier..
aku x tau knape..
tpi jgan salah kn aku k..
aku rndukn dier sangat...

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

All The Things I Can't Say

All the things I want to tell you,
Are all the things you don't want to hear,
I'm sorry I don't know what to do,
My emotions are everything i fear.

This day is a nightmare,
And it's only the beginning,
My eyes are full of tears,
Is this really who I'm becoming?

I don't want to keep running,
I don't want to keep lieing,
I want love undying,
I want to stop crying.

I don't want to be sad,
I don't want to hurt this bad,
I hate being mad,
I miss what we had.

The things I want to tell you,
Are the things I can't say,
Because I know what you'll do,
And that is turn and walk away.

Don't Leave Me, Because I Love You

When i awake from my beautiful dream, suddenly you are gone. No track from you, just only a note left beside the phone. "Baby, i can't hold it anymore , i try to hang on this love, but always stuck in the end. Hope you find some one that loves you more than me".

One word that i have never forget,Whenever you whisper words of love in my ear,Full of love intimacy from your deepest heart,Feeling a wave that fulfilled by hope,Love me, feel my love for you,Darling, with you i have never be fear,Even though the storm of love wrecked my life,But in my heart always you inside,Baby, don't leave me, because i love you

the meaning of love

Since a very long time ago, people have searched for the meaning of love.
But even the great philosophers, with their profound definitions, could not fully touch its true essence.
In a survey of 4-8 year olds, kids share their views on love.
But what do little kids know about love?
Read on and be surprised that despite their young and innocent minds, kids already have a simple but deep grasp of that four-letter word.
"Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way."
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore.
So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
"When someone loves you, the way she says your name is different. You know that your name is safe in her mouth."
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of theirs."
"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at him because you know it would hurt his feelings."
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
"Love is when you kiss all the time.
Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.
My mommy and daddy are like that.
They look gross when they kiss but they look happy and sometimes they dance in the kitchen while kissing."
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."
"Love is hugging. Love is kissing. Love is saying no."
"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared she won't love you anymore.
But then you get surprised because not only does she still love you, she loves you even more."
"There are 2 kinds of love.
Our love. God's love.
But God makes both kinds of them."
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they've know each other so well."
"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared.
I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.
He was the only one doing that.
I wasn't scared anymore."
"Love is-if you hold hands and sit beside each other in the cafeteria.
That means you're in love.
Otherwise, you can sit across from each other and be okay."
"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken."
"Don't feel so bad if you don't have a boyfriend. There's lots of stuff you can do without one."
"Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
"If you want somebody to love you, then just be yourself. Some people try to act like somebody else, somebody the boy likes better.
I think the boy isn't being very good if he does this to you and you should just find a nicer boy."
"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day"
"When you're born and see your mommy for the first time.
"Love is what makes people hide in the dark corners of movie theaters."
"Love goes on even when you stop breathing and you pick up where you left off when you reach heaven."
"My enemies taught me how to love."
"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
"You have to fall in love before you get married. Then when you're married, you just sit around and read books together."
"I let my big sister pick on me because my Mom says she only picks on me because she loves me. So I pick on my baby sister because I love her."
"Love cards like Valentine's cards say stuff on them that we'd like to say ourselves, but we wouldn't be caught dead saying."
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."
"Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
"You never have to be lonely. There's always somebody to love, even if it's just a squirrel or a kitten."
"You can break love, but it won't die."


hari yang buat aku teringat balik zaman kiter bersama..
bertapa bahagia nya...
knape aku sayang ko sangat??
aku bodo ker??
tatau la nk ckp aper??
tpi yang penting aku akn tggu ko..
knape ko rase laen sangat mse kte kuar bersame??
knape ko ckp yang ko rase aku btol2 sayang ko sangat??
aku rase ko xyah rase aper2..
aper yang ko rase sumer nyer btol..
xyah risau..
mmg aku syg kau..
dan aku rndukn kau..
kn besh kalau kte dapat bersama lagi..
kau da berpunye...
aku xnk jadi perampas..
aku xnk rampas hak orang..
x baek tau..
aper yang patut aku wat??
aku xnk kehilangan kau..
aku xnk kau pergi dari aku..
jz a words 4 u..
"my love can never been erased and u can ever been replace"
"why dont you come back to me"
"Why dont you love me anymore"
"Baby girl, you know i still care for you"
"You know i will love you forever more"

Friday, December 12, 2008

pixture of the year


kawan adalah sgala2nya bagi ku skarang..
tanpa kawan siapa lah aku..
aku amat berterima kasih kepada kwan2 ku..
time sedeyh dorank slalu wat aku happy..
time tension dowank slalu kasi pnjam kete..
wat aku merembat..
kawan oh kawan..
aku xkn lupakn pengorbanan kawan....
kpada kwan2 ku aku akan slalu berdoa agar kte still akan berkawan..
aku mntk maaf kalau aku wat salah..
aku terkasar bahasa..
terpnjam barang dan x pulang...
apa2 jerk la..
korank mmg best....

*gambar diatas skadar hiasan...
jgan salah pham...


perempuan mmg menyusahkn..
tu jerk yang dpat aku ckp..
jadi gay lagi bagus...
maksud aku bkan gay boy..
kalau korank faham ayat ni korank tau la
"im not a gay,but im gay"
pham2 la,...
itu lah aku..

aku si celake

knape aku si celake??
sbb aku mmg celake...
knape aku celake??
sbb aku celake..
knape bkan korank yang cilake??
sbb aku yang cilake..
knape prangai aku cam cilake??
sbb si celake tu adalah aku...
so jgan kawan aku...
sbb aku si celake...
si celake yang bnyak bwak masalah..

Thursday, December 11, 2008

2 u its over..2 me its not over

it's not over
sorry for what i've done to you,can you forgive me?
i still love you, but you?
all our memories happiness n loneliness,tears,smiles,cry,laugh,
please come back,
i miss a lot,
as i've said it's not over,
for me 'past is past',
if you're dissapointed,im sorry
i've cried for you,
i've laughed for you,
i've changed for you,
now im alone just because of you,
now im alone without you,
if i die,
what will you do??
come after? or just pretend not affected?
i love you after you love me,
i wish im grass, so i can cut myself,
you're important to me,
i dont know, if i'll be ok,
u traded everything just for me,
i never realize that,
i love you,i hate you,
my only wish for now, to be with you,
this summer had been my worst nightmare,
with this life of mine,
everything had changed,
you removed my worries,
now i've throwned my life my dreams,
since i've done this,im lonely for a year,
my sunshine become my night,
my happiness become a crap,
plenty lies,
you're not here, im alone waiting for you to come back,
i know you can tell i love you,
i know you can feel it to,
but please dont leave me,
here because i know u love me..

what i am

i've nothing to any name,

i've neither wealth for fame,

i've been tickled by the mind,

i've been beaten by the rain,

i've endured all the pain,

i've lost more than i hope to gain,

But deep inside, i pray and dream,

that one day, i'll rise and win,

i've got to face all these hardships,

i've just got to stand on my own feet,

i've seen thru' many false friends of mine,

i know who can be trusted all this time,

i believe in nobody else but myself,

so i've got to think hard and help myself,

i'm neither the best or the worst,

yet i've never ever come out first,

i live in the dark in search of light,

i want to stand up and brave the fight,

i might be down and out today,

But i'll wait for the stars to come my way....

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

jangan sesekali

Tuhan memberi kita dua kaki untuk berjalan, dua tangan untuk memegang, dua teliga untuk mendengar, dan dua mata untuk melihat. Tapimengapa Tuhan hanya menganugerahkan sekeping hati kepada setiap orang..??

Kerana Tuhan memberikan sekeping lagi hati kepada pasangan untuk kita mencarinye.. itulah namanyer CINTA, jangan sesekali mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mahu mencuba , jangan sesekali menyerah jika kamu masih merasa gugup , jangan sesekali mengatakan tidak mencintainya lagi jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya.. cinta datang kepada orang yang masih mempunyai harapan... walaupun mereka telah dikecewakan kepada mereka yang masih percaya walaupun telah dikianati kepada mereka yang masih ingin mencintai walaupun mereka telah disakiti sebelumnye dan kepada mereka yang mempunyai keberanian dan keyakinan untuk membangunkan kembali kepercayaan.. jangan simpan kata-kata cinta kepada orang tersayang.. sehingga dia meninggal dunia akhirnya kamu terpaksa catatkan kata-kata cinta itu kepada pusaranya... sebaiknya ucapkan kata-kata cinta yang tersimpan di benakmu itu sekarang..... selagi ada hayatnya.. mungkin Tuhan menginginkan kita bertemu dan bercinta dengan orang yang salah.. sebelum bertemu dengan orang yang tepat.. kita harus mengerti bagaimana berterima kasih atas kurniaan itu.. cinta dapat mengubah pahit menjadi manis debu beralih emas keruh menjadi jernih sakit menjadi sembuh derita menjadi nikmat dan kemarahan menjadi rahmat... itu lah kata-kata cinta yang lahir dari hati yang suci dan ikhlas....


kita hanya manusia biasa yang sering lakukn kesilapan..
kita xdapat elak dari sgala masalah..
kita sering dilanda masalah yang memening kn kpala..
mengapa kita sering melakukn kesalahan??
kerana kita xtahu menghargai benda atau pekara yang ada di dpan mata kita..
setiap manusia harus memiliki peluang kedua untuk berubah..
peluang kedua xbermaksud adalah pluang terakhir..
peluang kedua bermaksud pluang skali lagi..
kita harus memberi peluang kepada manusia yang btol2 berubah..
kita xboleh ingat manusia xboleh berubah..
manusia sering berubah..
kenapa aku xboleh dapat peluang kedua..
sedangkn aku betol2 ingin berubah..

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

bhs 8879 dan tuan nya

kelisa dan fifie merupakn teman aku ketika aku kehilangan si dia..
naseb baek dorank ader..
kalau x..
xtau la aku..
aku da mati kot..
aku nk dia kembali pada aku..

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

blog untuk aper??

emm..tujuan aku buat blog ni adalah untuk orang mengenali dan memahami aku aku..
bkan untuk bermusuhan atau cari gadoh..aku nk korank tahu yang aku ni bkan sejahat yang korank sangke..aku bkan playboy atau kaki pompuan..aku cume ingin mengenali prempuan dan cme mengeratkn silaturahim..xsalah kn kalau kte cme mengeratkn silaturahim..emm...ckp psal pompuan ni aku nk bercerita sket la..sbenarnye aku masih menunggu kedatangan seorang gadis ke sisi aku balik..sbenarnye salah aku sbb perempuan tu meninggal kn aku..aku yg x tggu dier time dier balik..aku gagal menjaga dier dgan baek...kalau la aku ader peluang..aku nk bersama dgan dier balik..dan aku akan menjaga dier dgan spenuh hati..dan aku xkn sia2kn dier..11/01/07

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Life never been happy

LOVE is like a war..easy to start..hard to end..imposibble to forgets
ini adalah hidup aku..aku dilahir kn pada 08.12.1990 di hospital tawakal kuala lumpur..
kini aku berusia 18 tahun walau pun belum masuk besday lagi kn..
aku blajar di pusat ternak pelacur liar(ptpl) dan mengambil kos kulinari..
korank jgan kutuk sbb satu ari nanti aku jadi chef baru korank tau..
aku adalah seorang yang celake,pemalas,kurang ajar,gile,bengong, senang kater sumer yang burok tu aku la..
benda yang aku suka buat adalah merepek,memekak,melalak,nyanyi lagu rempit,memasak..
aku rase bende yang aku ckp ni x patut pon korank tau..tapi ape yg korank nampak tu..
tu la aku...aku x pnh ikut orang..aku xpnah berpura2 jadi orang laen..sbb aku adalah aku..
orang2 yang aku sayang kat dunia ni adalah ALLAH,Family,diri sendiri,rakan2,awek2(mcam banyak jerk), dan orang yang mengenali..
cinta dlam diri aku??
aku rase baru skali aku rase aper erti nya cinta..
cinta boleh datang dan pergi begitu sahaja...aku masih syg kn orang tu walau mcam maner pon..
xkire aper yang korank kutuk,maki,hina aku ttp xkn ubah pendirian aku..
aku ttp akn terima dier jika dier kembali pada aku...
tu jerk la kot..
kalo korank nk tau ngan lebih lanjut..commennt aku di myspace..